how I feel now
Saturday, July 19, 200810:56:00 PM
I'm on the verge of collapsing, i feel so shut-down, listless..any negative things you can think of, i'm going through them now. this is the worse time i have ever experience, no laughters, no joy, but sadness. I'm falling into a dark, deep, scary, bottomless hole. when am i able to get out of this? when will i be saved? i have reached my limits and can't go any further, one more set back and thats IT. I feel like getting into amnesia, so i can just lose my memories of all this pain. I feeling frustrated, sad, angry, pathetic, depression,stress, hope-less. there's always an end to everything, there's an end to happiness, hope there's an end to this sadness. ):
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