its friday, & i wasted it jux like that. spent the day at home wif my laptop, tv, psp, & replying msges. so was switching channels here & there & ended up watching cartoonssss! catdog frm nickelodeon, ben10 frm cartoon network & martin mystery frm disney channel! hah! jux realised that im soooo childish...anw nowadays tv programmes have been becoming less attractive & grew bored over it. boredboredboredboredboredboredbored! ahh! Yes! finally tmr is sat, hope there is interesting activities!

these few days are getting more & more bored each time, with me staying at home slacking or finding thns to do...emo...feel like having someone to talk to.

haiz..results are out, didn't do well this time, guess it could have been my sem 1 results that have pulled down sem 2's. not satisfied with it, but well its alrdy over, so jux got to be optimistic then.

have jux been thru 3 days of training at venture era, OMGz, wad a company. the ppl there jux kept talking..talking..& more talking...til i keep asking myself how am i able to get out of this place asap. well all they are selling now is health products which i alrdy had quite a knowledge on, but they jux keep repeating like ah gongs & ah mas...naggy...i'm so glad its alrdy over for now..but still..the business plan & incentives are sure attractive, cars, temptations!!

thats all for 2day! ciaoz!

had another new dream again last nite,this time i thk is about my family, can't really rmb the details alrdy..hmm..start to wonder why i keep having dreams while aslp even if its jux a nap! lol..maybe in future i shld jot down the thns i dreamt about and blog it.

today is such a tiring day, went out with my dad to his office somewhere in upp paya lebar to help him clear his stuff, unwanted newspaper, cardboard boxes, and see what can be reused. & then proceed to kovan once again which is jux up ahead to view another apartment. this one is a new freehold, with facilities like jacusi, mini dipping pool but the unit is small. its a 3+1 rooms but all kinda small.

& yeah! gtg out soon again..so cya..

practically didn't really do much 2day, jux went to view abt 3 apartments in serangoon area. 2 of which are mansionets & a landed. okay i shall elaborate..the 1st one, a mansionet, was okay only coz the toilet and rooms are quite small..but if u want u can build an extra attic on ur own. the 2nd one was better, also a mansionet but bigger, abt 1900+ sq feet, a spiral staircase & 4+1 bedrooms. the 3rd one is a landed property, hmm...quite cool but it is only single storey, so if u want more space or rooms then u can build another level and attic jux like any other terrace. so after viewing, went to have dinner at serangoon garden market, wahh ordered many foods today..got char kway teow, mee pok, mini wok, fried carrot cake, fish & chips, grassjelly, soybean. ahh! my mee pok so spicy! still claim tat they are best...i felt that there's lots of msg in it..so thirsty.

oh ya, some of ya may thk why recently i keep viewing houses..coz my place have been enbloc, so gotta look for a new place & property now is soo soo high...omg.

thats all for 2day!

okay..well 2day woke up kinda late..12 plus?? yea..had nitemares..weird dreams..argh..made me woke up in the middle of the nite!! haiz...then i flipped thru the classified & saw that muji is looking staff, so i proceeded to bugis where it was located at. went in & saw many ppl..omg. so i jux sat down and started filling up the form which is so so long..4 pages! asking for particulars that are like so XTRA! & then waited for 45mins b4 its my turn..while waiting i actually made new frenz! haha..i'm so friendly..hehe..bhb. okay one is frm sp & the other tp. so coincidence. well when its finally my turn..i took less than 5 mins & im out again...wadeva..they did not reject me bt i rejected them! haha..the pay is so low as 5/hr & still got to work both wkends..mux as well go back to toys'r'us. the ad still put 'attractive salary & incentives'..omgosh...wasted all my time waiting...

haiz..jux felt so sad to receive those news frm yp on wed..its jux too sudden, jux hope that yp is alright & able to stay strong always.

i'm feeling so so troubled..feeling so emo..many many thoughts up in my mind jux doesn't seem to be able to filter out. now i jux dun feel like thking, dun feel like talking, jux want to hide myself in bed...

love's in the air;

one by one of my frens are in love blues..haha..wad coincidence or am i bringing them love luck?? jking jking~ guess maybe this year's valentines day brought them some extra surprises or may have granted their wishes. hope tats the love they are seeking for.

woke up real early 2day at abt 6.30, tired~ meet up hengsin for this morning run frm queensway to my sec sch & den back. so we plugged in our mp3 & listen as we run..til decided to rest a while at a mac nearby our sec sch. air-con's so great woooo....hmm..seems like my fitness has deteriorated after abt a year of slacking...gotta train up & prepare for NS soon~ there's one thn i really dislike abt my se earphones, the way its designed jux din seems to suit my ears, they jux cant get hooked onto & kips sliding off..arghh..

felt a lil feverish 2day..i guess..maybe have been slacking & play too many games. jux felt so bored at hm. games lead to fever?? yea sometimes this actually happens when u are too engrossed in the game tat u actually played it for hours & hours without getting up to take a break or to exercise. the only time i rested is lunch, dinner, tv hour, & slp. HAHA..had been long since i was such a gamer..yeah! but decided to take a break now & ate my medicine, hope the fever's away...

I'm jobless!! stayed hm the whole day, download psp games, deleting unwanted files, chatted wif reggie, then decided to do smthn lame..so i displayed out stuffs tat may usually be found in my bag...

frm left to right:
1. crumpler hoax limited ed. (ice monster)
2. sweater frm fox
3. scrabble organiser (got it while working at toys'r'us)
4. psp slim (jux bought it wif the simpsons game!)
5. sandisk 2gb thumbdrive
6. earphones
7. pocket pc (not always in my bag)
8. calculator for sch
9. pencil case frm muji
10. samsung digital camera (not always in my bag)
11. mints
12. a phone pouch made by my mum (seldom use it)
13. pochacco lipgloss (lips occasionally dry ever since my trip to japan during winter!!)
14. k800i
15. wallet
16. usb for psp.

hehe tats all!

Had a wonderful reunion dinner 2day manz! at central huang ting restaurant. the total cost for the meal is 1600 bucks for 2 tables!!! wow! all the food are equally delicious, very high class also! haha! my favourite dish for 2day! baby abalone! heard frm my mom tat this abalone is actually dried and had to be boiled for many many hours in order for it to be softer and chewy, & this is not frm can..so it is a very expensive dish.

Finally...laid my hands on my latest psp slim!!! woah..the graphics are superb!! & got myself the simpsons game too! as this is the only cover tat attracted me at that time. wanted to get N.F.S but they didn't have the stock for it. nrm..shall wait for N.F.S Prostreet which will be out on 18 feb. oh..no..no! gotta save up 1st! since this whole package deal cost me 430 bucks!

wish all of u happi CNY too!

sometimes when i start to think, think of the many thns tat has happened, the changes, the people ard me...& i start to wonder...when will gd thns begin & when will it end..i have always believed tat gd thns always have an ending. Its either a gd one or a bad one. Since young, i always try not to have to many dreams or hopes to be fulfilled as i noe tat none will be accomplished one day. A person's life is fated, whoeva u will meet, whoeva will bring hurt or harm to u. I can still rmb when i used to laugh even when after i got teased or bullied by my frens in sch. My dad thought maybe im a happy go lucky person..i thought i was too...I have always longed for a true fren, or some say a best fren tat will always be there for u. But it seems like im always the one ended up getting pushed ard or living in the shadows of others...i hate to admit..those were in primary schs. when i entered my secondary sch life. Thns changed for me. New environment, new frens, my character changed too. I became rebelious..my parents say its becoz of my sch..but even i dunoe what causes it, maybe becoz i din wanna get back into the past i had b4?? i dunoe. but soon after i realised it was wrong. i began feeling its hard to communicate to others as no one actually truely understands what i nid, & i refuse to say. Im someone who likes to kip the real probs i have inside me. dun really like to say it out. i start to lock myself in my own world. maybe this could oso be why i often get more fantasy and special dreams than others while im aslp..this also spells why i luv slp so much. this is when one gets his fantasy wild, be ur own director, pick ur own casts, set ur own storyline. i luv waking up frm a wonderful dream, if possible, see the sun rises up jux b4 my eyes rit at my window infront of me. it spells like a brand new day & everyone deserves a second chance. & so i look ard me now, & really wonder who are my true frens....